Gosh! Its been 8 weeks since i left this blog to rot and die. Hmm...many things happened during the past 8 weeks. I can't sum my feelings up in just one post? Well here's a start: Just taken my MYEs 4 days ago. One word: Disastrous. I must admit i didn't have the motivation like i did last end of year, just felt restless within me. There's this particular feeling in me, that really makes me wanna quit everything, stop time, and just have a goodnight sleep...I didn't have a REALLY goodnight sleep for such a long time. Well back to the topic, MANCHESTER UNITED WON THE PREMIER LEAGUE IN A 3RD SUCCESIVE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOHOOOOOOOO =D. To rachel metta yeo the diehard-foolish liver-POO-lian, so sorry dude. Torres didn't have the prowess of ronaldo. Face it. HAHAHA.

Now moving on, POP is in 4 days time. I really have no idea how am i supposed to feel. Happy? Sad? Nervous? I think im just numb from all that. Well, to the seniors, here's a dedication to you guys. Hope you will enjoy it =D :


          

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE THINGS THAT YOU ALL HAVE GIVEN TO US.

BIG OR SMALL, ALL THESE WERE THE THINGS YOU ALL HAVE GIVEN TO US. THE LESSONS YOU TAUGHT US, THE MEMORIES YOU GAVE US, THE LITTLE EFFORTS THAT GAVE US EVERYTHING.

OUR UTMOST GRATITUDE TO YOU, ALL THE PART Ds  FOR THAT YOU ALL HAVE DONE AND FOR THIS UNIT.

THE SMALL THINGS THAT SEEMED INSIGNIFICANT.

THE BIGGER THINGS THAT WE REMEMBERED.

YOUR EFFORTS THAT WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN.
 

We won't forget you guys. I promise.

Alright , I'm gonna sum things up. Over the holidays, I've been away on a "vacation" to School of Infantry Specialists at Pasir Laba. The place prolifically exudes a certain "charm", that brings a shiver down my spine. Though it is rather new and embellished by a fresh bright paint, it gave a murky yet full of amorous emotions everywhere. For your information, I was there for the Specialist Course held by the NCC Headquarters for secondary 3 cadets like me. Apparently, I was in spec course phase 1. I was gulligible to believe that it was gonna be a smooth ride for me throughout the 4 days. Nine of us were seperated into 6 different platoons. I was placed right into platoon 3. That was where my nightmare begin. Not dwelving into the details, i'll tell you all about my whole emotion and feeling of the entire course of the camp. To put it simply, it was depressing. I was the only cadet in platoon 3 from chung cheng. There was no one I could talk to, no one I could relate my feelings to. I couldn't bring up my displeasures to higher authorities due to unspeakable reasons. All I could do is wallow in my sorrows and stay silent. No one was allowed to romp around freely. Everything the higher authority says is a fiat. It was restrictive to everyone, something that no one is allowed to dismantle. Let me tell you something: suffering in silence is not a pleasurable experience at all. Not only was it displeasurable, it was the loneliest period of my life. Whenever I see my fellow cadets, I would rush forward and hug them, as if we were seperated for a thousand years. I would constantly crave for the companion of my friends every single moment of the course. There was a myriad of feelings and emotions when I finally was allowed to leave the camp for home. Ironically, I rather enjoyed the 4 days after being out from there for 5 days. The course not only helped me realise what others are going through, but too helped me grow up, bringing away the naive side of me to bring out the latent mature side of me. Though irrelevant, I'm now officially a buff for loneliness. Funny, i guess? 

Love is a funny thing. Not many have access to it. But when one gets into it, it's always hard to get out. Complicity is the word to describe it. So is it right to day that cupid is a complicated person? Nah..it should be that we are the complicated ones. Cupid gives a male and a female a chance to meet each other. But the problems are created by us. The major factors that affect ? Our pettiness and senstivity. Though what i'm saying isn't making any sense, I think you get the picture. 

I really aspire become a pilot. Well, that is my childhood dream for certain. Though it's mammoth dream , i can't help fathom the advantages it brings. But I really don't mind settling for a sinecure job like a teacher. Though I shouldn't stereotype other jobs, but these 2 jobs are what I'm currently aiming for. I may not have the valor to accomplish my dream but I will work towards it.

I came to an ultimate conclusion: I can't blog . I tried viable means to allow myself to update this blog but to no avail. Apparently, I find haven in my books and supporting my childhood club, the greatest and all-time football in the world: Manchester United. To all Chelsea, Arsenal Liverpool and all the other inferior clubs, sadly to say although the season is still inchoate, I'm sad to cancel your title hopes as Manchester United are road-bound to winning all the trophies out there. Finally, to save yourselves from bankruptcy amidst this economy crisis, please curtail your hopes and wishes, pack your bags and leave the surface of this world as your record in this ever-so great premiership is paling to Manchester United winning record. Stop wasting your time in this eden only meant for greats like Manchester United. Permeating lowsiness in the this footballing world is all that you all could ever do. Cheers!

It was another dreadful day in school and worst of all it was a monday. The monday blues was clearly affecting everyone, moanings and complains could be heard out loud from students. But on the bright side, the principal long and boring speech was has been truncated short. I was still thinking about the flamboyant chingay parade that I have taken part in the day before. Many illustrious figures, such as mediacorp famous celebritries have graced the event. And the most integral part of the parade, which are the floats , are really the factors that make the parade all so interesting.But back to reality, my greatest anathema of the day was to face the discipline master for lessons in the later part of the day. Maybe I should look on the brighter side of life and be optimistic.

Although my week has been rather messed up, due to the fruitless attempts to clear my workload , I managed to meticulously clear my room off it's dust and dirt. It has already been 2 weeks since school re-opened and my lax attitude clearly shows my unwillingless to leave behind the 2008 end-of-year holidays. I really need to obviate my unwanted attitude and prepare for the difficult road ahead. Although what teachers in school said seemed garbled to me, I told myself that I will work harder to try to decipher the messages that they are trying to put across. This will thus be part of my new year resolution : To better understand teachers in lessons this year!

Hi all ! 
 
It's been a long time since I last blogged, was on the verge of deleting this blog, but decided to leave my mouse cusor off the delete button..haha. Apparently, I don't even have time for myself , then why should I even blog? But great week for me, Manchester United won both games and a terrific win over chelsea 3-0 the score! Greatest thrashing of all time :D So i've decided that i will blog when i have the time too and when i feel like to. Glory Man Utd!

Celebrated new year at 2nd Aunt's house :D It was a new year gathering cum house warming though....and her house! Gosh! It was like a resort to be exact.....Anson's room was cool :D Had dinner and ate till we drop, watched the little nyonya together for the 1st time. Then watched russell peter tgt with jerome and we laughed till we dropped...HAHAH. "Russell, somebody gonna get a hurt real badly. Somebody." HAHAHAH OMFG. It was dumb to be exact. Had the countdown and everyone was on a high:D Had a glass of red wine, 5 years old!!! lol....

But now to business..... so my new year resolution would be to able to achieve what I want to achieve, get a trip from dad to manchester and watch man utd play at old trafford (hopefully against some stronger team) , hopefully meet ronaldo and rooney :D, finally wishing that the cchms ncc unit would once again sustain the gold unit ;D. So, cheers everyone. Have fun in 2009!!

And metta rachel yeo, the sec 1s, ARE puny. HAHA

Hi all!

Shall start with training in school for the past 2 days...

Day 1-

Woke up reaaly early in the morning (have not been doing so for the past few months)... reached school to find many others whom have reached earlier than me....and saw many puny little sec 1s going for their orientation hah. Started off with revision for IFC and TF ...saw sir weijie for the first time in many months :D After lunch, had mutual tests with cs and jun rui...not bad though..had pt and we were given a treat when we jogged out to seven 11 half way through our 3rd round around sch :D went back to sch and found ourselves facing girl guides screaming their asses off with some cheer hahaha :) went home and rested for the day....

Day 2-

The same, woke up damn early and saw sec 1s....went for our IFC test...went rolling ourselves on the field and the best part was ZHENYU STEPPED ON POO !!! hahahah....lol. Went for GSK test and scored 23/25 :D Yang jun parted us to go do orientation with his sec 1s hahha...had lunch and was laughing crazily abt ryan's post on the ncc blog hahahahahah. Did the cca open hse banner ...was tiring, fun ,and satisfied . Helped the npcc to carry benches to the parade square, then basurai-ed . NCC all the way. :D

You should realise the trouble to create this god-damn account.....hah. Though...it's my first post , so cheers :D